Damn I was all up and ready to graduate, but now i am scared shitless about graduating.
I got into a graduate school, and am very thankful. But paying for it, and then future schooling. I mean my parents are totally on board with helping me pay for school and stuff but it is so expensive. I want them to be happy and live a life of comfort without having to help me. Sounds cheesy, but hey it’s the truth for me.
The feels are crippling, the money is daunting, the unknown is a mix of 1 part “awesome/hopeful” 9 parts “holy shit/where am i going/what will my life be like/what do i want”
The fear of the unknown, i’ve never felt it so much till today.
The buzzard has nothing to fault himself with.
Scruples are alien to the black panther.
Piranhas do not doubt the rightness of their actions.
The rattlesnake approves of himself without reservations.
The self-critical jackal does not exist.
The locust, alligator, trichina, horsefly
live as they live and are glad of it.
The killer whale’s heart weighs one hundred kilos
but in other respects it is light.
There is nothing more animal-like
than a clear conscience
on the third planet of the Sun.