Damn I was all up and ready to graduate, but now i am scared shitless about graduating.
I got into a graduate school, and am very thankful. But paying for it, and then future schooling. I mean my parents are totally on board with helping me pay for school and stuff but it is so expensive. I want them to be happy and live a life of comfort without having to help me. Sounds cheesy, but hey it’s the truth for me.
The feels are crippling, the money is daunting, the unknown is a mix of 1 part “awesome/hopeful” 9 parts “holy shit/where am i going/what will my life be like/what do i want”
The fear of the unknown, i’ve never felt it so much till today.